“If you think adventure is dangerous, try routine. It is lethal.”
– Paulo Coelho (via happinesslists)
“If you want your life to be a magnificent story, then begin by realizing that you are the author.”
– Houlahan (via enchanted-corner)
don’t you hate it when your best friend doesn’t feel the same?
like, my opinion and yours are so different on the state of my actual stability.
i spill my heart to you and you leave me alone. all alone. unless, of course, i ask a week in advance. and follow up. often. then never get asked anywhere.
i know you do things and go places. you post it all over my computer screen with people no one can trust. that person tried to make my life Hell before i even met her. i will never have respect for someone with that kind of malice.
truth is, i probably think of our friendship as a lot closer than you do, and that’s depressing.
either way, i really need a best friend that’s actually my best friend. someone who i can call and talk to about anything, anytime. all my old ones either stapped me in the back or joined the marines.. now i’m left with people who just don’t like me as much as i like them. i have nowhere to invite them to in glasford.
i need to move away and meet new people. the girls here are mostly deceitful, bitchy, dramatic, and idiotic. i CANNOT sink to that. i haven’t in this amount of time, why would i now that alcohol’s involved?
at least i have Luke. and i have him to myself for four days which will cure my loneliness, i’m sure.
but i still need a best friend. SOS.
#friends #girls #personal #sick to my stomach #uneven friendship #sos #fuck my life
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